When Alison Tetrick entered the in 2010, she was at the top of her game as a professional cyclist. Despite being relatively new to competitive racing, she was racking up podium spots. That season alone she had already taken first place in the . The previous year she had won second place in the Cascade Classic, and now she was gunning for first.
That all changed as she was barreling down a descent during the race. One cyclist near her crashed, creating a ricochet effect in a group already riding in tight formation. Another racer took out Tetrick鈥檚 front wheel, and Tetrick went down. Hard.
鈥淲hen it first happened, I was going in and out,鈥 Tetrick said. 鈥淚 was thinking, I can still race again today.鈥 With adrenaline pumping, she threw one leg over her bike and tried to get back on, but passed out again. She ultimately had to be airlifted off the course.
Tetrick was out cold for the next 24 hours, her body racked with seizures. First she was diagnosed with a broken pelvis, and later came the diagnosis of a traumatic brain injury. She didn鈥檛 realize how serious her condition was until she woke up in the hospital and saw the look on her dad鈥檚 face. That鈥檚 when she knew her season was over, and that she would face a long, painful recovery. What she didn鈥檛 expect, however, was the mental recovery would be harder than the physical.
鈥淚 was scared to death,鈥 she says, of getting back on the bike. 鈥淚 was terrified I was going to crash again.鈥
The next year she went back and won the women鈥檚 division of the time trial for the Sea Otter Classic, and she鈥檚 been back on the bike ever since.
Fear, researchers are finding, plays an enormous role in an athlete鈥檚 recovery. In fact, it can determine whether or not an athlete ever makes a full recovery鈥攁nd that fact is often overlooked, says Dr. Aaron Gray, a physician for athletes at the University of Missouri. Some athletes, he says, 鈥渁lmost have post-traumatic stress back to鈥 the moment they got injured.
Addressing the fear, alongside the physical injuries, is critical for recovery, a recent study published in the found.
The study鈥檚 authors looked at a set of patients recovering from ACL reconstruction. Over the course of the patients’ recovery, the intensity of their knee pain was measured, along with the strength of the muscles around the knee, the knee鈥檚 functional range of movement, and the patient鈥檚 level of physical activity. Researchers also measured levels of kinesiophobia鈥攑ain-related fear of movement. Among the study participants, the most common reason for not having a full recovery was fear of getting hurt again. These athletes didn’t have higher levels of pain than other people in the study; they were just scared.
鈥淥ur results indicate physical impairments may contribute to initial functional deficits, whereas psychological factors may contribute to longer term functional deficits in patients who report fear of reinjury or lack of confidence as a barrier to sports participation,鈥 wrote the study鈥檚 authors.
Tetrick鈥檚 fear was still alive and well at her first her big comeback race: the 2012 in Monterrey, California. Nevertheless, she jumped onto her saddle and rode. She didn鈥檛 place, but she knew it was a huge accomplishment to have recovered enough to be racing competitively again. The next year she went back and won the women鈥檚 division of the time trial for the Sea Otter Classic, and she鈥檚 been back on the bike ever since.
How did she crush her fear? One thing that helped: She decided to take ownership of the risks she faces while racing. Each time she races, 鈥渟he鈥檚 100 percent in.鈥 She also took the extra time she had post-injury to focus on areas of her life outside of cycling. Now she鈥檚 a graduate student in neuropsychology鈥攚ith a particular interest in brain injuries. She鈥檚 also volunteering with , a cancer awareness group. 鈥淚 needed to separate my identity from the sport,鈥 Tetrick says. 鈥淚鈥檓 so much more than a cyclist.鈥
If you鈥檙e struggling with fear and a lack of confidence post-injury, Tetrick and Dr. Gray have some tips to help you bounce back.聽
Take It Slow
Work with a trained physical therapist or sports physician to develop a gradual return-to-sport plan. This will let your body heal and helps your mind, too. Each day you do a little more, and gradually you鈥檒l start to build the confidence to get back out there.
If You’re Feeling Blue, Get Help
For Tetrick, getting back meant working with a psychologist. It鈥檚 normal to feel blue when you can鈥檛 maintain your usual activity levels, but don鈥檛 be afraid to ask for help to deal with it. 鈥淧eople need to be aware of the potential tendency to feel down in the dumps as you鈥檙e recovering because you鈥檙e not able to exercise and release those endorphins that you usually do,鈥 Dr. Gray says.
Track Your Recovery
Sometimes, even though you鈥檙e improving, it鈥檚 hard to see those gains because you鈥檙e so focused on performing at your pre-injury levels. Tetrick kept a Microsoft Excel spreadsheet to track the activities she did and her mood levels each day. 鈥淚f you keep track of your recovery you can see, 鈥楬ey, I could only walk up half the stairs last week, but this week I did all the stairs,鈥欌 she says.
Practice Positive Visualization
We usually hear about positive visualization as a useful tool for uninjured athletes. To perform well at the race, the ski racer imagines herself floating down it elegantly and winning. The same technique can be applied to athletes coming back from an injury. If you鈥檙e afraid of running after an ACL tear, for example, imagine yourself running fluidly with perfect form before you lace up your shoes and head out.
Get Your Movement Analyzed
Make sure you have good form to avoid reinjury. If you鈥檙e a skier, take a private lesson and have your technique analyzed by the instructor. If you鈥檙e a runner, get your gait assessed. If there鈥檚 a deficit in your technique, you can correct it, and if there isn鈥檛, you can get out there with the confidence that you have perfect form.
Embrace Relaxation Exercises
When Tetrick is stressed before a race, she鈥檒l do deep breathing exercises to calm herself down. She also comes up with little mantras to keep herself psyched. If you鈥檙e thinking a negative thought, try turning it around into a positive. 鈥淚鈥檒l be thinking during the race, I feel awful!鈥 she says. 鈥淎nd then I鈥檒l think to myself, no, I feel awesome!鈥