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O鈥機onnell鈥檚 book was written before the COVID-19 pandemic, covering roughly the two years after Trump鈥檚 election. (Photo: Gillian Vann/Stocksy)

‘Notes from an Apocalypse’ Is the Perfect Pandemic Read

In his new book, writer Mark O'Connell explores what our anxieties about the future say about our precarious present

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For some of us, it may feel like the world is newly charged with an apocalyptic sense of dread. But Irish writer Mark O鈥機onnell has been thinking about the end-times since long before our current crisis. 鈥淔or those who wish to read them, and for those who do not, the cryptic but insistent signs of apocalypse are all around,鈥 O鈥機onnell argues in his new work of nonfiction, .听

O鈥機onnell鈥檚 book was written before the COVID-19 pandemic, covering roughly the firsttwo years after Trump鈥檚 election. He travels around the world to report on the preppers, survivalists, and deep ecologists who are gearing up for the end of the world, responding to the persistent feeling that, as he writes, 鈥渨e are alive in a time of worst-case scenarios.鈥 The threats they鈥檙e anticipating are wide-ranging, from climate catastrophe to the breakdown of civil society. Often they鈥檙e trying to save themselves from these looming cataclysms, no matter what happens to those left behind. Reading this book in the midst of the听pandemic, I found an invaluable companion to this moment, one that expertly describes the ethical choices we now face.听

O鈥機onnell is interested in what this obsession with the future tells us about today鈥攅specially about the widening chasm of global inequality. The book seems to be addressing听typical readers of essayistic nonfiction like myself:People who have听time, and at least some money,to spend preparing for an apocalypse. People whose lives are stable enough that they can think beyond getting through the day. He offers two visions of how the relatively privileged are dealing with their anxiety about being alive in a world that seems on the verge of unraveling.听

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The first involves some kind of escape. O鈥機onnell swims through New Zealand鈥檚 Lake Wanaka to catch a glimpse of Peter Thiel鈥檚 enormous estate, meant to be the billionaire鈥檚听鈥渉aven amid a rising tide of apocalyptic unease.鈥 Hetours a vast field of underground bunkers in South Dakota, which offers the comfortable听a place to withdraw from a troubled world鈥攁nd any obligations toward those shut out of their safe places. Shortly after the devastating 2018 California wildfires, he visits a Mars Society conference in Pasadena where attendees debate the best way to set up a planet B for the few who can afford to flee an increasingly inhospitable earth.听

The proponents of escape听are overwhelmingly white, male, and at least middle-aged. Underneath their anxiety about听the future lies a barely disguised听nostalgia for the days when the hierarchy they presided over seemed invincible. Take, for example, the preppers who post YouTube videos that O鈥機onnell spends hours watching. When the shit hits the fan, these men explain, they鈥檒l take off with just a 鈥渂ug-out bag鈥 of essentials, ready to fight what some preppers describe as the 鈥渟avages鈥 threatening their new homesteads. (Implicitly, these savages听are people of color, and the defenders of civilization are听white听men.)

O鈥機onnell argues that preppers are not, in fact, 鈥減reparing for their fears: they are preparing for their fantasies. The collapse of civilization means a return to modes of masculinity our culture no longer has much use for, to a world in which a man who can build a toilet from scratch鈥攐r protect his wife and children from intruders using a crossbow, or field dress a deer鈥攊s quickly promoted to a new elite.鈥 Theirs is a fundamentally individualistic vision, one that rejects the societal imperative to help the vulnerable survive whatever disasters may come.听

We can鈥檛 just despoil the earth and leave others to suffer and die without consequences for us all; we can鈥檛 just escape to Mars or New Zealand when things fall apart.

But at the end of the book, when O鈥機onnell returns to his wife and two young children in Dublin, he finds that his travels have left him much less interested in living in anticipation of the end of days. He is more determined than ever not 鈥渢o withdraw from an ailing world, to bolt the door after myself and my family.鈥 Conscious of the threats to his children鈥檚 futures, from climate catastrophe to encroaching fascism, he knows that 鈥渋n the long run, everything is nothing鈥濃攅mpires fall, ecosystems collapse, and our bodies decay. But on our human timescale鈥攖he timescale in which we might read our children environmentalist bedtime stories and watch them grow up to strike for the climate鈥斺渆verything is not nothing, not even close.鈥 We can鈥檛 just despoil the earth and leave others to suffer and die without consequences for us all; we can鈥檛 just escape to Mars or New Zealand when things听fall apart.

It鈥檚 this realization that leads O鈥機onnell to an alternate vision for processing our apocalyptic anxiety, one based on care, collective responsibility, reconnection to nature, and a commitment to being alive in this moment. It requires accepting that 鈥渙ur fate might be communal, that we might live together rather than survive alone.鈥 Instead of retreating to our bunkers, we can engage with our cities, our families, and the opportunities for joy around us. 鈥淭he world,鈥 O鈥機onnell writes, 鈥渞equires attention. The world requires care.鈥澨

O鈥機onnell is never didactic or heavy-handed. But his book clearly offers an ethical choice to those of us scrolling through memes鈥斺渄ank with foreboding,鈥 as he puts it鈥攊n our beds and on our couches. We are how we prepare for the apocalypse, O鈥機onnell suggests. During this time of pandemic, some have escaped to their newly acquired听 or to second homes in . But others are choosing another听path, one involving mutual aid and community care. We can create a different end of the world.听

Lead Photo: Gillian Vann/Stocksy

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